Ipod is dead

My ipod officially dead. I killed her.I murdered her.Unplugged her when doing sync.
She was with me for almost 3 yrs...sigh...so sad..

Bai quan nu Wang

Marshal Teddy cum faun feel amazed with wat Lucas told chloe in "bai quan nu Wang" .he said " you cannot see his pain but I could see her pain...!" yes,I could see his pain...it's so horrible...he is free of pain nw...

Time not enough!

Time is not enough SUDDENLY!!
i feel so tired easily..i just need time to rest please...
and i wanted to surf net, watch online dramas..and going to shop and coffee with frens...omg...but most importantly is still rest, rest, rest..super tired.....

Migraine

I took panadol this afternoon. And now only i realised there is cafein in panadol. Thts why after i took it, i feel a sudden out of pain and no more worries, i am happy! be it physically or mentally... but it could only last me for 4 hours.e pain is back soon after.
Doctor give me koyok, and asked me to continue take my own panadol.She ask me those same old questions which normal doctor will ask each patient in this scenario...Are u under some stress? Well well...i said "I dunno???"i find tht my work performance really went dwn e hill for 70% since few mths back...Sighhhh...
i think i do have stress, its personal stress....true enuf it is...I am Marshall Teddy...Remember? Headache, pain, then make myself feel better to think everything is all rite and everyone is so nice, thinking coz of certain stupid reasons everyone left, but they meant good for me....Omg...then at another moment trying to brush off these thoughs and hope to accept e cruel facts.... thts y my head is pain~~~~~~~

Sigh....i think i might as well thinking how to paste my koyok later...and where to paste huh??? shoulder? my shoulder ok ley...Paste head? !.!

Headache

HOPE my headache will be gone by tmrw morning! Please pleaseeee......

Photography

Now, the light is on...Coz i could not see in e dark, and getting more headache to attempt to see in the dark...Hehe...
Yesterday, i added a fren's fren in FB. It amazed me with her photography. Colourful, bubbly and its just so pretty...I hope i can take such cute and nice pictures soon. So, my coming wish list will be a camera..hmm...what type of camera? still thinking..i do not think i could afford her Leica Camera...damn exp...

Wish u happy, mummy

Its Mothers Day today. As usual i am alone in mostly all occassions and its just lonely and lonely. And now i am writing this blog in my dark room, with no lights on, the only thing i could hear was the standing fan was working and eason's voice, chanting with his song on youtube. My head is splitting..getting worse today.. it is so pain non stop. I do not know what could i do. See a doc again? To get painkillers? GOsh..same thing is repeating again and again..am i dying? i have not even solve my current problem yet another pain is coming.