Hibernation

I got 2 days MC but seems like i spend most of my times at hospital seeing doc during these two days rather restling. Wasted. So i decided to hibernate for the rest of the weekend.Sigh, the weekend which i like so much now become hibernation period. Damn.

Doc keep asking whether am i too stress which resulted to my current condition. DO i know? I think i won't know? As all these years there are stress everyday, not to mention working for this line. There are always just someone telling me "I want to see the thing NOW, now now now......" Even its fcuk -ing stress, but i already could not differentiate it.

Okie, from bloating, to gastric, to tasteless, to joint pain, to numbness, to constant headahce and migraine...now Break Out..hate pimples! Other than hibernation, no other way to hide myself i guess...Maybe i really need REST~

Bad Health

My health getting worst from day to day, despite visiting numerous clinics and hospitals. Bone like cracking to pain, half body numbness, and i feel so dizzy whenever i never eat on time. The world is like spinning and i feel so so weak to even talk. No coffee, no heaty food. Dying soon.

What's on ur mind?

What's on ur mind? Thts wat fb status stating there...ok, wats on my mind? Lousy..a moment when u dunno wat u wan...it's real lousy feeling...tired..meaningless...

Sleepless Nite

Its damn busy at work for the last 2 weeks, rushing for reports and figures. I could easily fall asleep every nite on weekends for these 2 weeks. But i could not sleep now! Sigh, coz i sleep for the whole day today...hate insomnia too...

Summer Desires/ 泡沫之夏

Film Date: May, 2010

Yin Xia Mo was loved by two men. One was an orphan who garnered fame and fortune with his infallible charisma. Another was a ruthless business man who manipulated others with his wealth to get what he wanted. Their love for her was so all-consuming that they started a war to have her. Five years ago, Luo Xi lost and was sent away to England. Yet, Ou Chen didn't win as his action caused him to lose Xia Mo's favor and his own memory. Five years later, they met again. Would history
repeat itself or would love finally blossom for the lovers?

Personal View

I have been following this drama quite closely, and it often made my days after watching it. It is worthwhile to wait this to be uploaded every week, even for a single episode per week.
Great love, a 101% fairy tales.

Rating: 4/5

Scars (Stronger For Life) by Corrine May

I just want to run
Just want to hide away
Close my eyes to your gaze
Just want to leave
Don't want to hear them say
"You're no good at this"

When the world swirls with naysayers
Broken wings and torn pages
The road ahead
Drowning in my tears

Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger for life

Losing myself
Gaining it back again
Forging strength from weakness
All that I am
All that I'm meant to be
Melting in your hand

Let the world swirl with naysayers
Pickled hearts and sour faces
What is real is what I cannot see

Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger for life

Cut away
All within me
That won't bear fruit
Cut away
All within me

Cut away
All within me
That won't bear fruit
Cut away
All within me

Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger

Scars make us stronger for life

Bad Day

I have a bad day today, throat not getting better but getting worst. And again, i have scolded those vendors on the phone like they are e most stupid people in the earth! I feel real bad at the end of e day, guilty...I feel i am an evil person and i think everyone in the office is having the same thought. Sighhhhh......i just cannot figure out why i become from bad to worst in scolding people on the phone, or even face to face sometimes, at work. My temper really going haywire these days. Is it the way an old hag behave? Oh my, i know i am going to be an old spinster, but just let me have a relax life k...or least dun make me an evil please~