Hibernation

I got 2 days MC but seems like i spend most of my times at hospital seeing doc during these two days rather restling. Wasted. So i decided to hibernate for the rest of the weekend.Sigh, the weekend which i like so much now become hibernation period. Damn.

Doc keep asking whether am i too stress which resulted to my current condition. DO i know? I think i won't know? As all these years there are stress everyday, not to mention working for this line. There are always just someone telling me "I want to see the thing NOW, now now now......" Even its fcuk -ing stress, but i already could not differentiate it.

Okie, from bloating, to gastric, to tasteless, to joint pain, to numbness, to constant headahce and migraine...now Break Out..hate pimples! Other than hibernation, no other way to hide myself i guess...Maybe i really need REST~

Bad Health

My health getting worst from day to day, despite visiting numerous clinics and hospitals. Bone like cracking to pain, half body numbness, and i feel so dizzy whenever i never eat on time. The world is like spinning and i feel so so weak to even talk. No coffee, no heaty food. Dying soon.