Weekend NOV part II

I have finally able to watch New Moon at Vivo yest. Yeaah...
But a lot of scenes never show in tht movie. A bit disappointed.
Spent 100 ++ for dinner at Sushi Tei and shld be more on that day, as movies and Ben & Jerry on AN's treat. Great Sat outing.

Weekends NOV

A lot of things happened in NOV. It has been a busy and fast moving month. However, weekend seems to be slowing down if i were to be at home, locked my self in the same room for whole weekend.
Okie, okie , anyway , I have:

1) Watched 2012 and Paranormal Activity with AN.
2) First time visited KTV in Sg. And with the same person singing for 3 hours. Best voice I ever heard
3) Lost a good friend

And nw, I am waiting for my long waited "New Moon" to be showing in cinemas. And I have a feeling that i am waiting for "Eclipse" and "Breaking Down" as well. What a greedy old woman.

Crazy working life. Mad house.
Not a happy month, a disturbing month, unrest feeling, money oriented, and hate to be lost and given up.

New Aim: To be stronger

History

This is another remarkable moment for me. It will be another history in my life. I am still defeated thoroughly. Yes, again. And dunno since when this feeling accompanied with sharp gastric pain. So they are friends now. Blank...........

You're Beautiful

Alternative Title: 미남이시네요 / You're Beautiful
Genre: Romance
Film Date: October, 2009
Korea Casts:
Jang Geun Suk, Park Shin Hye
Description:

A story about the behind-the-scenes life of an idol group.

So this is the drama i am watching currently. It is a new drama which is still airing in Korea now. Quite entertaining coz the actress is rather cute in a way and the actor is rather stupid looking in a way too. Haha.

Rating: 3.8/5

Dede~ Paul Ong

Sigh~ Dede is leaving JB in Dec, or maybe Nov? Got to know this recently.
Anyway, hope de~ will find brighter days and happier days in KL ya! Will always remember your smily face and == face de~
Find jie if can't solve any prob ya....You are forever a sunshine to me...I will definitely miss u, de~

Another Friday

So today is another Friday. I am having a 2 days Leadership Fundamental Training at Holiday Inn Parkview, near Sommerset mrt, which ended on today. The first day session was quite relaxing but 2nd day was like - back to my college's lecture period x 1 week x 8 hours. Hardly generate any input and output~

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Vincent - Don Mclean

Starry starry night,
paint your palette blue and grey
Look out on a summers day
with eyes that know the darkness in my soul
Shadows on the hills
sketch the trees and the daffodills
Catch the breeze and the winter chills
in colors on the snowy linen land

Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They did not know how
Perhaps they'll listen now

Starry Starry Night,
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze
Swirling clouds in violet haze
reflect in Vincents eyes of china blue.
Colors changing hue.
Morning fields of amber grain,
Weathered faces lined in pain
are soothed beneath the artists loving hand

Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
and how you suffered for your sanity
and how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They did not know how
Perhaps they'll listen now.

For they could not love you,
but still your love was true
and when no hope was left in sight
on that Starry,Starry night
you took your life as lovers often do.
But I could've told you Vincent,
this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you

Starry ,Starry Night,
Portraits hung in empty halls.
Frameless heads on nameless walls,
with eyes that watch the world and cant forget.
Like the strangers that you've met.
The ragged men in ragged clothes.
The silver thorn of bloody rose
lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow

Now I think I know
what you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen.
They're not listening still
perhaps they never will.

I need to be strong

Breaking Dawn- Chapter 3- Big Day

She back to her feet before Charlie returned with the two frothy white bouquets. The scent of roses and orange blossom and freesia enveloped me in a soft mist.
Rosalie- the best musician in the family next to Edward- began playing the piano downstairs. Pachelbel's Canon. I began hyperventaliting.
"Focus Bella. Edward is waiting for you down there"

I got to know Pachelbel's Canon early this year through Twilight Saga- 4th book, Breaking Dawn and since then it become my fav piano music. I had a few version of Canon. But i prefer the piano version as it is so calm, sweet and touching.

Hmm...I hope it can calm me down from several upset issues recently.
My right eyelid keep lifting up and dwn for few days. From my past experience, it will be another disaster in my life. What will it be? Something dreadful i think? I wish I could be strong. Stronger than Edward and Bella.

Headache

This year is not a healthy year for me. I have been visiting doctors and clinics a lot, ended up exceeded my medical claims. I am suffering with constant headache and migraine for more than a month. And its killing me and affecting my works and housechores and everything. I have broken my MC records which I took 4 days MC in a row, which I never dare to even think to take before. Throughout this 1 mth plus, I have been thinking a lot. I am grateful that i am getting better after seeing 6 doctors and paying few hundred dollars for specialist. Life is really short, and its meaningless if we never achieve what we want. Thinking back, why are we so "zhi zuo" at times? We only live once. Accidents do happen, sickness do happen.Please cherish whatever you have and grateful that they are still around.Do my best to you till the end, and there shall be no regret no matter whatever happen later.

I feel Weird~

I received a surprise call one hour ago. It was from my ex-coursemate, CK. We had a normal catch up chit-chatting after almost 1 year never contacted each other. After we hung up e phone, I had a sudden weird feeling deep inside me. It was not a good feeling.I could not describe what/ how e feeling was, but just that it was enough to make me insomnia for a night. Maybe i felt that i am just an old lady right now, no achievements, no money, and i only have Nothing. Real strange feeling~
Too bad barney not around now.

Dance, Subaru (not Suzuki)

Director: Lee Chi Ngai
Cast: Meisa Kuroki, Miku Sano, Ara, Yuta Hiraoka, Ken Maeda, Toshio Kakei, Kaori Momoi
RunTime: 1 hr 54 mins
Released By: Cathay-Keris Films & Mediacorp Raintree Pictures
Rating: PG
Official Website: www.subaru-movie.com

Opening Day: 28 May 2009





Recently went to watch this movie at Cathay Cineleisure with AS.
Yea, TGS, the female lead is Cantik.
The little girl who play the little female lead can dance very well.
Somehow i only find it touching when her best friend, Mana told her that she actually "likes" her all this while crying behind the stage for her last performance on tht competition(as she never brought her home before, or went out with her before as a good fren).I do have frens like Mana, and i ever felt her Evil stuff before, thts y i rarely mix with "Zhi Mui". I dunwan to be a bitch and i also dunwan to be stab by one.
I like the last dance in this drama and the song when she is leaving to Shanghai, hugging the pub owner.

Rating: 3.6/5

Hungry

Am i a hungry ghost in my past? I just had my big bowl of hokkaido scallop ramen with white fish side dish at Ajisen not long ago. And now i am hungry again. Gosh, this is not the first time. I will feel like pengsan if never eat anything in the morning at work. However I rarely had breakfast coz i only like heavy breakfast, will feel very "messy" to have that before work. Those roti or kueh will never able satisfy me for breakfast. Normally i just go with coffee and patiently wait for my lunch till 1 plus each weekday. During that period, if i go for meeting, sure famished like siao. And night time, if never sleep after 10 plus sure hungry again, no matter how much i take for dinner.My whole family knows about this and always urge to sleep during young time.Aiks, i shld be a plump girl rite? Unbelieveable...giant cacing inside kah ~

Starlight Tears

(English Translation)

The white starlight wraps around my tears
My tears fall against the warm breeze
Can you feel it?
The quiet trembling for you

I draw you on white paper
your warm smile envelopes me
is this love?
i see you even when i close my eyes

i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i wont show my tears any longer
you let me know about this false love
i wont let go because it's you

im walking through our memories
tears well up in my heart
what should i do?
i even long for you in my dreams

i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i wont show my tears any longer
you let me know about this false love
i wont let go because it's you

look at me like the stars in the sky
can't you be the one in my heart

i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i wont show my tears any longer
you let me know about this false love
i wont let go because its you

Fatigue

Tired these few days, no matter physically or mentally...I am lying on my bed with both hands lay wide open, facing the creamy ceiling, looking at the bright roundish light tube hanging there. Weather is hot like in a sauna room. Luckily i changed my mattress to another piece of 2nd hand mattress, which felt harder, maybe better for my backache. Browsing through all the dramas online yet not a single one attracted me these nites. Simply uploaded the last few episodes of "Together", which i watch half way few mths back. Another impossible to be reality show. People just like to live in dreams. Yea, if only there is any. Restaurant City as usual cannot get in, with error here and there. Trying out some IQ or personality tests in FB. Not sure y i write this blog, already super tired, eye closing, but still trying to do something here.. strange..

Hwang JiNi

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Gmtmk1hzBs&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BzG7RF8uc6g&feature=related

Hwang Jini (TV series-DRAMA)
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Hwang Jin-i (황진이) is a popular, award-winning Korean drama broadcast on KBS. The series was based on the life and loves of Hwang Jin-i, a 16th-century kisaeng. Internationally popular, it was broadcast in South Korea in late 2006,in the Republic of China (Taiwan) in 2007, and in Japan beginning in April 2008. The series was inspired by a renewed interest in kisaeng in South Korea during 2006, and its success drove the entertainment industry to produce more kisaeng-related materials. Lead actress, Ha Ji-won won KBS' "Best Actress" award for her role in the series.

Its been months that i never visited my Friendster account, esp since i had my Facebook reqistered, i rarely bother about Friendster anymore. And i had totally stop editing in my Multiply after i had my Blogger a/c here. Ok, so today, i happened to visit my Friendster and viewed my profile. And found my music player with this Hwang JiNi OST. After listening to these OST again, i felt very "heavy". It was sad, sad songs for the sad drama which i watched it few years back on tv. I used to like the heroin, Hwang Jini. Strong aura in whatever she undertake, deep pain but strongwill, fight to the end.

Rating: 3.85/5

Treat yourself Better

I was watching "Heart of Greed I", and just out of a sudden there was this very simple quote woke me up. When SUM attempt to delete off all Soi Muk Muk's ex bf sms and stuff in her hp, she said "Treat yourself better". This apply to me as i always soke myself or dive into problematic stuff willingly just because of some stupid perseverances. You call it stupid but I will always define it as a "Must" which will prevent the word "Regret". Recently I found that i do have a friend who need to forget about his past, but somehow i felt that the more you wanna forget about it,the more you will recall it. And to my surprise he can recall it in super detail. If i were to flash back my painful history, it would be a grey background or maybe mouldy shadow.Am not sure since when i was trained not to "Save" certain painful stuff. Somehow the impact was there, forever. But it would be no feel just a memory for old days. So I hope a person can really "Treat himself/ herself better". YOU deserved it.

Shopping Spree June 09

I bought myself a pocketsize portable rechargeable Speaker. I have long wanted to have a multi-purpose small speaker and nw i have one! But one thing which disappoint me was the connector wires, so so "ketot" , short. I wanted to use it at office because my current CPU built-in speaker's sound was super low and at e same time I can also use it as my hp radio speaker. My hp radio does not have radio speaker function, only able to listen radio using earpiece.
At the same mall, Vivo City i found my Coffee Filter for my coffee powder finally.
I also bought a G2000 long sleeves bright peach shirt and a skirt. I think i am going bankrupt soon as i also need to pay off my last mth card's payment amounted to 300 plus. Whoa....

Heart of Greed

I have watched Moonlight Resonance (Heart of Greed II) two mths ago and now i am watching Heart of Greed I. I think these are the only compatible dramas to recent hitto Gem of Life (80 eposides).
Sometimes i am really thinking hard whether such supportive and caring family, super helpful and funny friends and love till die, spouse exist in this world?

Aiks....Reality just .....

Rating: 4.1/5

Lepaking @ Toa Payoh

It's another Singapore Arts Festival. I am not Art person, but consider part of Art since i was a kid. I like to draw since young and lucky enough that i do not have much difficulty in expressing my drawings in school.
While lepaking @ Toa Payoh Central, SY was attracted to the free makeover for "anyone" on the stage. Everyone able to experience the look of pixies or goblins with colourful hair spray and even trees on their head. While i was attracted to the Spray Arts by a Malay artist. The "painting" goes well at initial stage, somehow i do not find it amazing with the finished artwork. Whats' with the name part??

Another TGIF

Yea, it's another TGIF- Thank God Its Friday! Yet, i felt different as nothing so special about Friday then. Everyone was heading back after work, while i was facing my pc alone in the office playing Bejewelled in Facebook, without noticing i hitted 50k highest score in my record. As usual i was waiting for my colleague to share cab going home too as everyone thought i was sooo busy till staying up so late. And who knows i was just playing facebook. Aikss...
The cab was requested to drop me off along the roadside like usual. While walking back home, i felt blank. As if i was the only human being in the world. No future awaiting me. Just blank. Nothing to look forward, nothing for tmrw and the day after tmrw, nothing for the whole year, nothing for the whole life.

Lucky vs Luckiest

Browse through my MSN profile and found my quote few years back

"Lucky is e guy who is the first love of a gal but luckiest is e gal who is e last love of a guy...."

=,=

百万大歌星- The Million Stars

Today i am able to watch the TV at living room before all the seats been taken out. Haha. Yes, I am waiting to watch this show 百万大歌星, after i watch it for the first time on last week. It was quite entertaining esp one of e FIR member sing those songs. I am a lyric nuts as i never really can remember the lyrics. But i love to listen ppl singing, haha.....

梁静茹-情歌

Let me intro an important person in my life, my dede








Thanks, dede for the Korean food and education movie and lost at nowhere in the middle of e mid nite ya...wahaha...and thanks for the song in you tube u sent earlier on (梁静茹-情歌)...Appreciate your companion....u r always e sunshine for everyone.....< "gerliiii, Jie!!" thats what u always replied me, hahaa >
With sincere thanks, (God bless ya)
Jie~

First Love- Utada Hikaru

Well, It's been a while since the last time i heard this song. I get to know jap song, esp this song from a long lost friend's desktop. Everytime listen to this song, i will have a flash back memory of myself when i was 21 or 22 years old. Hah...

Zai Nu- 宅女

Recently get to know this new term, Zai Nan/ Zai Nu 宅女 from Dede. And so coincidence i found this new taiwan drama which Rainie Yang was a Zai Nu, and nicked Ah Zai by the male lead. Am i consider a Zai Nu also? If i were to be a Zai Nu, i hope i could be as brainy as Ah Zai. Brainy in the sense of understanding and said whatever to the root of the fatcts! Haha...I was real hate Rainie acting when she was in the drama 不良笑花 coz it was just super extra over acting. Hehe. But this Zai Nu in 愛就宅一起 is still acceptable and consider good?
Everytime I pick a drama to watch i will always feel proud of myself.Haha. Coz i always feel i pick the right drama. Of coz there were times some dramas not having fantastic scenes all e time, yet it really kill my time and entertain me. Home alone sometimes really make me feel restful and have a wide horizon to think and think of why and why...

Together/ 愛就宅一起/Ai Jiu Zhai Yi Qi

This is a new Taiwan drama which i spotted on tv, when i passby my living room tv. Happened to find this drama at my regular movie/ drama shop at mrt too. Decided to find it online then. The female lead play by Rainie Yang Chen Lin was a special one. Although she was a "Zai Nu", whatever she said was straight to the point and with lots of her Prince Kasaba's weird but fantastic advises which she practice it in her own way.I think the only thing that attracted me was HER. Haha..

Rating: 3.65/5

The Soft Toy name "Dede" ...wahaha

Lonely Weekend

I am hoping to have public holiday since long long time ago. Every month will browse through the calender in advance for 2 to 3 months to foresee any public holiday on those months. And yes, the long waited public holiday is here. It is Good Friday! But it will be a Boring Friday instead. Haha....All friends going back homwtwn. Sis and family also going back hometwn. So i will be left alone for 3 whole days. I could have just buy a ticket and go back with them. And i could just go to KL to visit my best fren there. And I could just ask PH to accompany me and forget about that 3K. Wahaha....But i do not know what really bother me so much and tied me dwn from all these...I dunwan to be alone yet i also dunwan to do all those?? I am just making myself confuse again...

Real Man is.....

http://www.mysoju.com/boys-before-flowers/episode-23/part-3/

"Losing is regrettable, backing off is unfair, running away is embarassing..."

Not making promises I can't keep

http://www.mysoju.com/boys-before-flowers/episode-22/part-3/

Hmm...i was quite touch on one sentence tht Gu Jyun Pyo said to Geum Han Di on this episode, "Not making promises i can't keep". Means not making promises that he cannot comply with. Well, this is what i call resposible. Is there even a single guy in this world having the same thought and implementing the same thing like him?

Old Friend

Today I receive a reply msg in Facebook from one of my ex-Bf many years back. It was his birthday yesterday. Strange enough i was glad to connect back to an old fren like him. I really appreciate his reply, although a short one. Frankly i was happy to see him having a considerably successful life now. I think he must be blissfully working thru his path of life. I am really glad, sincerely from the bottom of my heart. All e memories will be forever there with my deep blessing. You will bless me too, right?

Super Mario

Hey, thanks Tay Guan Shem,郑源胜 for sending me the Online Super Mario game. You said playing game will make a person feeling better, many other frens also said e same. Although my Mario keep jatuh into longkang within few seconds, thanks eventhough its just an easy thing for u to send it to me ..Haha...

Shopping

Its been a while since i last shopping some weeks back. And i rarely step out from my house door to have any window shopping since then.
Yes, i am in a bad mood and i will BUY things.
I bought myself another Immortal novel and roaming in Kinokuniya, a hydrating mask and 2 lipsticks from Bodyshop (I never visit the Bodyshop warehouse sales a Suntec this year, i mean today due to some stupid reason), a dress! (coz my fren said he rarely seen me in other style of dressing other than long sleeves top and pants or skirts, asking me whether i had a dress or not ???) and a pack of chicken hotdogs (by Rudi's, one of my sausage supplier) at Cold Storage. I could have buy more things, somehow i tried to curb it, coz i know i need the money on somewhere else soon.

Its been years that i never had a watch myself. I used to visit watch shop whenever i passby any. Although most of the designs irritates me, but i always wanted to have a watch. I ever bought expensive watch or other expensive stuff to my frens but I really rarely bought it to myself. Maybe thts one of e reason i need to get an answer from HER (below mentioned).

Initially i was planning to go to Kuan Yin Temple at Bugis to draw lot as my fren said it is very accurate. Just to let the lot decide my path of life then. But i dunno is it HER will that i could not draw it today. Making all e way there, just to find out it is Kuan Yin Dan, HER birthday. Means no draw can be made. Since I am there already, I just pray and insert $5 dollars note to the money box. Happy birthday, MY GODNESS. Can I plainly wish for happiness?

Hate But Once Again / 미워도 다시 한번

Alternative Title: 미워도 다시 한번 / Hateful But Once Again
Genre: Romance
Film Date: February, 2009
Total Episodes: 24
Korea Casts:
Go Eun Mi , Jung Gyu Woon , Min-Sik Choi, Oh Joo Eun, Park Ye Jin
Description:

Lee Min Chul is the Korean male version of Paris Hilton. He meets an ambitious woman and marries her. One of her goals is to become the first lady of their nation. She grooms Min Chul into a successful corporate leader.


This drama is another new korean drama which is still showing in Korea till episode 8 or 9 . Hmm..its not comedy, maybe a bit of romance and a bit of corporate stuff... Overall its a nice drama, which is consider meeting my expectation, esp the Chairman Lady who has e aura and really bring out the corporate image of a successful woman.

Rating: 3.65/5

2 Faces of My Girlfriend 두얼굴의 여친

I am going insane tonite..I am bored to death....Dunno y tonite just simply not my nite, feel very boring and lonely...Attempting to dig out all my favourite online drama, somehow the bored already penetrated deep inside me. So i browse and browse and found this Korean Movie (which i rarely watch MOVIE online). From what the synopsis or storyline explained, it seems like another similar story next to "My Sassy Girl". But when I started to watch it, the hero look really.......UGLY....but FUNNY...hehe......

http://www.mysoju.com/2-faces-of-my-girlfriend/

Boys Before Flowers (Korean's Version of Taiwan's Meteor Garden / Korean's Version of Jap's Hana Yori Dango

http://www.mysoju.com/boys-before-flowers/

http://www.koreandrama.org/?p=737


Heeee....My next little hope in my life now would be my NEW found special drama "Boys Before Flowers". So happy....Hohoooo..

This drama is slightly different compared with Meteor Garden as this new drama (which is still on AIR in Korean now) shows that F4's wealth and fame more exaggarated than Metour Garden. And overall, almost each episode is funny and fill with a bit surprise, not like Metor Garden which has some episodes with much silences. The only thing that i prefer Metor Garden is....I still think Jerry Yan could appear "better in a way" in F4 group and whole story. Hehe....

Rating: 4/5

The Gem of Life Episode 81

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Gem_of_Life


You may wish to be a famous socialite.
You may wish to have fame and fortune.
But is that really what you will wish for at the end?


The Gem of Life (Traditional Chinese: 珠光寶氣) is a TVB grand production drama, currently broadcasting between October 2008 and February 2009. The series is specifically filmed to celebrate TVB's 41st Anniversary.

It is always very touching to watch this drama for these 2 mths online. But today, i think i really sobbing a lot on Episode 81. Just a sudden refresh of the whole family moments from down to up and again down, and when their mum telling them her wish half way forgoten her words due to her sickness. This drama really made us see what is real life and what we get from doing so many things...Is it really what you wish to have at the end, like what they quoted above??
Well, everything just seem not so glamour anymore...

Rating: 4.5/5

The Wedding Game

Recently went to watch this movie with PH. Somehow, I regretted to watch it, and more regretful to drag him to watch this movie with him. I really appreciated that he never really complain much to me about this super boring storyline movie compared with his any other english movie on show. He only mumbling that he hope the movie end soon when i brought up the fact that it is just plain and whole movie seems like only 2 person acting (although there are some funny scenes). We have not many choices left when selecting the movies coz the timing is just not right for other better show. Thanks, for giving in to watch movie with me, PH. :)

My Girl

Heeeee....this is one of my fav drama which i watch it for numerous time....Recently browse through all the drama i published on this site, only to find out that I never publish this drama here before...STrange...

I will watch this drama whenever I am happy, bored, unhappy, upset and feel lost with this stupid life. I love the heroin, esp the part she always encourage herself "Baa Shiaaa". Thats how I get my site name "Baa Shiaa, Soo Rin Shii"..haha
How I hope I can be like her...always so sunny and happy.....esp easily get up if she fall dwn...haha..

Rating: 4.4/5

"Pain in e Ass"

Well, "Pain in e Ass" is indeed a rude description for anyone. Who knows, it apply to me lately. When your friend suddenly feel annoyed with all your words but this friend still need to act as nothing happen. Haha. My retribution will continue till i stop breathing, i think.....

Alone- Daily Life

Alone at Shopping Mall = Restling


Alone at TCC - Double Shot of Expresso


Alone at Ya Kun Kaya - my lunch is "Instant Noodles"


Alone having dinner - my dinner is bread + sausages + chinese lettuce

Qing Yun Ting Temple

Well, it is already a "Must" to visit this historical "Qing Yun Ting" temple in Melaka on the Chinese Lunar first day of New Year...As usual, it is crowded with people...It will be even more crowded at 12am on the day itself....(First come first serve?)

Chinese New Year Feast @ Melaka on 25 Jan 2009

Abalone with musrooms and brocolli

Drunken Big Prawn

Drunken Crabs














As usual, these are some of the drooling dishes on my CNY every year. I hope every year will be same, having to taste my mum cooking, the world most delicious dishes...

Tune

I have been playing this same song in my office whole day, or I could say all the time once I use my PC at office or laptop at home.i click on the repeated function in window player. To my surprise, my only colleague in e office that need to endure the same tune or song for 8 hours never complaint that. Maybe he is just too busy with his toto or 4D business. The tune keep playing in my head for 24 hours even when i was in my dream.... Silly me....that it really never bored me...."....found you, flightless bird......"......again and again.....still as touching as ever...Maybe its a little fairy tale which left inside me that i hardly let go, or else my life will be like a piece of plain paper...worthlesss...

Flightless Bird American Mouth by Iron and Wine Lyrics

I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere

Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth
Big pill looming

Now I'm a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold
And clean blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, american mouth
Big pill stuck going down

Xmas & New Year Sales Ending

Although there are a lot of sales going on, but somehow I feel tht greatest sales is over, as recently G2000 additional offer for Credit Card members ended. Its a great sales afterall as it has 70% discount, I bought 6 long sleeves shirts for $26 (after Credit Card discounts) and $29 ,both original price @ $69. Hmm...consider great deal huh..But am not sure am I buying too much?
I went to Mango and Zara too, could not find a suitable one although there are so so many choices and amazing discounts. Too bad...Instead of buying new year cloths, ended up buying tonnes of working cloths. Not a bad thing, at least i found my cloths which i tried for years....haha

My Coffee

It's been almost 8 mths tht i never had a single drop of my favourite, Sarika, Suzuki, Blu Blend Coffee. I just could not take any other brand and blend of coffee as it is just too much different. No matter i tried Coffee Bean and Starbucks coffee, and hotel house blend of coffee, it is just all sucks...its either too light or with added strange flavour like hazelnut, vanilla, which are most suitable for dessert, although taking this once a while is nice to have.......Aiii....Really hope my hotel change the coffee brand please!!!!
Its real torture....just imagine the strong smell tht fill up from the mouth to the throat and even brain in seconds for the first sip....No More now...

My Best Friend's Wedding

I think the whole world is getting married. I received 2 wedding invitations in a row. And my hometwn cum KL best fren just had her ROM recently, and now my best fren in Sg is telling me she is going for ROM in March. Elene call me at my mobile and office today, telling me how her long waited proposal finally arrived with a 0.5 carrat diamond ring. Yea, it is quite touching tht my best fren is getting married and i know the couple before they date till now. One of the reason she let me know earlier is because....a few yrs back, a supplier seen our palm and told her that she will be married late (she is 30 this new yr) while I will be later than her. Although I keep bugging her to get married so tht I could have mine, somehow i do not seeing anyone right now. How to get married huh? I am not desperate. blink blink.....