I need to BlOG

I need to blog to get rid of this...It is a super Blue Monday, not only coz of those tonnes of weirdo BIG plans emails, but coz of a stupid pimple beside my lips....yea, normally ppl have moles beside lips, but i got Pimples...proud huh...OMG, tmrw still need to go for a cluster meeting with same trade colleagues....SUcks big time..

Insecurity

SO what Taurusean scared and hate most? Insecurity.Maybe i should just accept my fate, for going thru e same thing again and again till my last breath.What should I do to make myself feel better? If only i regain my health, if not i will depressed to death.

Ipod is dead

My ipod officially dead. I killed her.I murdered her.Unplugged her when doing sync.
She was with me for almost 3 yrs...sigh...so sad..

Suffocated

e feeling when someone using a pillow pressing on ur face firmly...a sudden, unwillingly, struggling, suffocating feeling....unable to breath...thts e feeling..not normal sickening...its a moment of death.. dying in process...waiting for light..

Iphone

I start to hate iphone...i miss my nokia 6300....

Wahahahahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Wahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... i just happened to watch a nice korean drama.....wahahahahaaaaaaa....the lead actress is mE! damn stupid, silly, ..........even e story also run e same life.....just tht not e same happy ending....wahahahahahahahaaaa

A msg to the blogger

Nw my turn to be in a super foul mood...Saw Kenny Sia's frens adding in FB..so I sent him a weird msg...and to my surprise, he replied my msg...thanks, kenny...
sighz...i am in foul mood, but why i never ask anyone to fcuk off? So this is that feeling...nw i kinda understood.

New Stunt

I got a new stunt. Chewing my food while lying on my bed, closing my eyes with both hands open wide....Yes, hungry and tired..thts e way to settle both probs...

Not my Fingers

Again, my fingers just never really listen to angel...but follow devil! yea...dunno since when its define as devil..no more angel.... facts are facts...Elene, u shld stay beside me for 24 hours to jaga my fingers!

Facebook and MSN

Facebook and MSN no longer a place for me to leave my stupid shitty thought...coz its just too CNN...

A Piece of SHIT

KNN..What a feeling....arrgghhhhhhh......not fair LOL....really TMD, KNS, KNN, DEWWWWW....ji dan kao!

Noisy

My sis has the cheek to complain me making noise when i took a sachet of MILO out from the plastic in the drawer. Think she never realise how she woke me up from my sweet dream with her horrible crying scream last nite. And scared me till i dare not sleep for whole night, and made me late to work the next day. I think i still have the phobia with her crying till almost jump building scene. OMG, this is the 2nd time i witness this horrible incident.Already stress up to death with my SHITTTTTT life, yet need to endure this phobia...God, I need you badly...Please enlighten me...

Useless

I am sorry, Elene. I know i am useless. Thanks for making effort to sms me and remind me of that, and told me that if i did that you won't friend with me anymore. Sighz....I actually could hold it for almost 24 hours, but i failed...my fingers just never listen.....Sorry...

I am even more tired

When a person will be feeling tired? Mountain of works, problem solvings, or doing something which require tonnes of energy and overload of mentality stress?
Well, I think i am tired....more tired...providing 101% somehow is not getting me anywhere, am i going to give 201% ....301% and more more more?
No....this is somehow look so wrong. Should I take a step back? Will i lose everything once i took that TL step back? Sighz for weeks................My life is like a piece of shit.

It's OMG...

Yes...it's really OMG...oh my god! I
was actually get scolded by someone I never imagined will scolded me. Instead of making e effort to treat me better but e fellow scolded me for no reason..erm..actually there was a reason..which was "I m in super foul mood now, dun disturb me!!".. OMG...at first my mind was blank..like a blank piece of paper,then come with shocked....finally I think it's a feeling of awake..suddenly awake!
Sigh...how i hope i could awake for nw and for all....too bad, people just like to live in dream....