Bad Mood

Should I stock in few cartons of "Liang Cha" to cool dwn my super bad temper? My blood will start to boil super easily recently. People around me only categorised as FRIENDS or NOT FRIENDS. Means i only have either frens or non frens, and frens are only seriously selected by my weirdo character. So wat am i trying to say here...I only could say if i still could stay calm chatting with a person online for more than 20 min during this PERIOD, means tht person automatically categorised as my friend. I am super sensitive and bad mood, and i will just feel like calling tht person stupid or scold tht person if the latter do not understand wat i mean. Sorry, i do not know i have turn from bad to worst recently.Even my close relatives i cannot tahan for more than 5 min. Just let me calm dwn for this period. Hopefully it will not be long.

A happy TGS

TGS said "Who are them to you?"

God wants You to Know

On this day of your life, Faun, we believe God wants you to know ... that it's never too late to get back on track.
Never has anyone gone so far on the wrong path that they cannot return to the right one. Never has anyone become so wayward that they cannot benefit from the true light.

Gone

I am totally gone after lunch.. My mind could not work. I am just another piece of shit in the afternoon. Tired and lazy, and mindless. A zombie?

Bhaa shiaa,soo riin shi

I m doing very good...yea...I hope....

Inspirational Quote for today

Inspirational quote for Today

"Make sure you visualize what you really want, not what someone else wants for you. (Jerry Gillies)"

A message from the God

On this day of your life, Faun, we believe God wants you to know ... that letting go makes you wealthier.
Wealth is never measured by what you have, but by what you can give away. You are rich with money when you can afford to donate. You are rich with love when you can give love freely. You are rich with God when you can behold your enemy with compassion.

Personal Preference

Alternative Title: Personal Preference/개인의 취향 / Kaeinui Chwihyang
Genre: Comedy, Romance
Film Date: April, 2010
Total Episodes: 16
Korea Casts:
Lee Min Ho, Son Yeh Jin
Description:

Jeon Jin Ho is a straight guy who pretends to be gay in order to become a roommate to his female friend, Park Kae In. His hobbies include organization and ironing, and he’s known for his stoic poker face. He’s a stickler for cleanliness, but he also has a talent for figuring out women’s feelings. Kae In is very trusting even though she has a habit of being betrayed. However that doesn't stop her from giving people the benefit of doubt and Jin Ho is no different. How will Kae In react when she finds out that her gay roommate is not actually gay at all and that he has fallen for her?

Rating: 3.6/5

http://www.mysoju.com/personal-preference/episode-1/part-4/

Shutter Island

Movie Plot
Set in 1954, U.S. Marshal Teddy Daniels (Leonardo DiCaprio) is investigating the disappearance of a murderess whom escaped from a hospital for the criminally insane and is presumed to be hiding on the remote 'Shutter Island'.

I do not want to be Marshal Teddy or shld i said Edward. I am into his dilemma of getting e same pain. And everytime when e pain coming, i choose to create another person in myself. I will think of a lot of excuses or even the whole bullshit story which i assume to be taking place, just to cover the shocking wound in me. I choose to run away from the deepest pain, run away from reality. It happens again and again..non stop. If slapping myself could get me sober for nw and for all, i wish i could slap myself non stop. My headache is killing me frm time to time. I am tired...and i am just so so tired....

Phsyco

I dunwan to be Marshal Edward in Shutter Island...

Suffocated

e feeling when someone using a pillow pressing on ur face firmly...a sudden, unwillingly, struggling, suffocating feeling....unable to breath...thts e feeling..not normal sickening...its a moment of death.. dying in process...waiting for light..

Health

I hope i can be healthy again....my only hope for this year

Iphone

I start to hate iphone...i miss my nokia 6300....

Wahahahahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Wahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... i just happened to watch a nice korean drama.....wahahahahaaaaaaa....the lead actress is mE! damn stupid, silly, ..........even e story also run e same life.....just tht not e same happy ending....wahahahahahahahaaaa

A msg to the blogger

Nw my turn to be in a super foul mood...Saw Kenny Sia's frens adding in FB..so I sent him a weird msg...and to my surprise, he replied my msg...thanks, kenny...
sighz...i am in foul mood, but why i never ask anyone to fcuk off? So this is that feeling...nw i kinda understood.

New Stunt

I got a new stunt. Chewing my food while lying on my bed, closing my eyes with both hands open wide....Yes, hungry and tired..thts e way to settle both probs...

Not my Fingers

Again, my fingers just never really listen to angel...but follow devil! yea...dunno since when its define as devil..no more angel.... facts are facts...Elene, u shld stay beside me for 24 hours to jaga my fingers!

Facebook and MSN

Facebook and MSN no longer a place for me to leave my stupid shitty thought...coz its just too CNN...

A Piece of SHIT

KNN..What a feeling....arrgghhhhhhh......not fair LOL....really TMD, KNS, KNN, DEWWWWW....ji dan kao!

Delifrance

I didn't know that Delifrance has free Wireless access! I even tried to find a comfortable TCC online and went to the nearby noisy and crowded Mc Donald for one.. The atmosphere at TP's Delifrance is just nice. Not so cold, not so crowded, and no excessive noise pollution...Somehow there are still quite a number of ppl walking passby as there are few banks beside the cafe..

Noisy

My sis has the cheek to complain me making noise when i took a sachet of MILO out from the plastic in the drawer. Think she never realise how she woke me up from my sweet dream with her horrible crying scream last nite. And scared me till i dare not sleep for whole night, and made me late to work the next day. I think i still have the phobia with her crying till almost jump building scene. OMG, this is the 2nd time i witness this horrible incident.Already stress up to death with my SHITTTTTT life, yet need to endure this phobia...God, I need you badly...Please enlighten me...

Useless

I am sorry, Elene. I know i am useless. Thanks for making effort to sms me and remind me of that, and told me that if i did that you won't friend with me anymore. Sighz....I actually could hold it for almost 24 hours, but i failed...my fingers just never listen.....Sorry...

I am even more tired

When a person will be feeling tired? Mountain of works, problem solvings, or doing something which require tonnes of energy and overload of mentality stress?
Well, I think i am tired....more tired...providing 101% somehow is not getting me anywhere, am i going to give 201% ....301% and more more more?
No....this is somehow look so wrong. Should I take a step back? Will i lose everything once i took that TL step back? Sighz for weeks................My life is like a piece of shit.

The rules of love

Rules #2
Do yourself a favour.
Go away and hide somewhere while you lick your wounds

Rules #3
You won't be happy with a partner until you can be happy on your own
(means try to love urself before you love others)

Rules #7
Don't keep making the same mistakes
If you know this kind of person has never been good for you in the past,I could be pretty well guarantee that they are not going to be good for you in the future either.
(I like this rule coz I will never break it,wahaha..god bless me)

Rules #9
You can't change people
Everyone can be irritating from time to time in a relationship,including YOU.

Rules #11
Get to know someone through all the seasons before making any major decisions
If this is really the right person to be with,waiting 12 months will be well worth it

Rules#12
Don't stay with someone who doesn't care
You want a partner who makes you feel special because you are.
It will damage your confidence and self esteem over the years

Rules#13
If you can't trust them, you haven't got a relationship

Contact Me

Yoyo Sean, sms me if you saw this msg...