忘掉自己-胡杏儿

Listen to this song many times, tuning my feeling..now..

SG Viewers

My blog reached 1000 Sg viewers! OMG, i really do not remember i ever give my blog to anyone else other than Sean in Sg?? Funny sia...Who are you all ar? Can enlighten me? Shld have more viewers from Msia right? I hope if you are my colleagues or ex colleagues, please give me a break. Totally apreciate it......LOL...nobody will admit also... :(

Quote of e day

"Do not spoil what you by desiring what you have not; remember that what you now have was once among the things you only hoped for" Epicurus

Carry On

Good..Please carry on with ur posting...coz it helps......hope it helps...if not i really dunno when i can wake up....

Quote of e day

The best way to make your dream come true is to WAKE UP

Not meant to be

No matter how many coins you toss in the fountain, how many wishes you make at 11:11, or how many fingers you cross, if it’s not meant to be, then it won’t happen.

Agnes Monica- Teruskanlah

Agnes Monica (CLick to listen to the song)

pernahkah kau bicara tapi tak didengar
tak dianggap sama sekali
pernahkah kau tak salah tapi disalahkan
tak diberi kesempatan

ku hidup dengan siapa, ku tak tahu kau siapa
kau kekasihku, tapi orang lain bagiku
kau dengan dirimu saja, kau dengan duniamu saja
teruskanlah teruskanlah .. kau begitu

kau tak butuh diriku, aku patung bagimu
cinta bukan kebutuhanmu

kau dengan dirimu saja, kau dengan duniamu saja
teruskanlah teruskanlah .. kau begitu


(hmm....i only like the song, the lyrics not really related to anyone or even myself, mayb coz not 'sedih' enough... =.=)

Ipod is alive

She is alive after i woke up the next day. But she was drained out, with no more battery. Yahooo....!

Personal Preference/ Personal Taste

Free

I think i shall be free from my "biggest" pain. Means i shall celebrate? Buy Buy Buy till i poh kai.....Thought i only buy things when i am unhappy? Contradicting.

I SHALL BE FREE FROM TODAY ONWARDS...WAITING TO BE REBORN...

Ipod is dead

My ipod officially dead. I killed her.I murdered her.Unplugged her when doing sync.
She was with me for almost 3 yrs...sigh...so sad..

Bai quan nu Wang

Marshal Teddy cum faun feel amazed with wat Lucas told chloe in "bai quan nu Wang" .he said " you cannot see his pain but I could see her pain...!" yes,I could see his pain...it's so horrible...he is free of pain nw...

Time not enough!

Time is not enough SUDDENLY!!
i feel so tired easily..i just need time to rest please...
and i wanted to surf net, watch online dramas..and going to shop and coffee with frens...omg...but most importantly is still rest, rest, rest..super tired.....

Migraine

I took panadol this afternoon. And now only i realised there is cafein in panadol. Thts why after i took it, i feel a sudden out of pain and no more worries, i am happy! be it physically or mentally... but it could only last me for 4 hours.e pain is back soon after.
Doctor give me koyok, and asked me to continue take my own panadol.She ask me those same old questions which normal doctor will ask each patient in this scenario...Are u under some stress? Well well...i said "I dunno???"i find tht my work performance really went dwn e hill for 70% since few mths back...Sighhhh...
i think i do have stress, its personal stress....true enuf it is...I am Marshall Teddy...Remember? Headache, pain, then make myself feel better to think everything is all rite and everyone is so nice, thinking coz of certain stupid reasons everyone left, but they meant good for me....Omg...then at another moment trying to brush off these thoughs and hope to accept e cruel facts.... thts y my head is pain~~~~~~~

Sigh....i think i might as well thinking how to paste my koyok later...and where to paste huh??? shoulder? my shoulder ok ley...Paste head? !.!

Headache

HOPE my headache will be gone by tmrw morning! Please pleaseeee......

Photography

Now, the light is on...Coz i could not see in e dark, and getting more headache to attempt to see in the dark...Hehe...
Yesterday, i added a fren's fren in FB. It amazed me with her photography. Colourful, bubbly and its just so pretty...I hope i can take such cute and nice pictures soon. So, my coming wish list will be a camera..hmm...what type of camera? still thinking..i do not think i could afford her Leica Camera...damn exp...

Wish u happy, mummy

Its Mothers Day today. As usual i am alone in mostly all occassions and its just lonely and lonely. And now i am writing this blog in my dark room, with no lights on, the only thing i could hear was the standing fan was working and eason's voice, chanting with his song on youtube. My head is splitting..getting worse today.. it is so pain non stop. I do not know what could i do. See a doc again? To get painkillers? GOsh..same thing is repeating again and again..am i dying? i have not even solve my current problem yet another pain is coming.